Found this meaningful advice from a friend, Haoto..
Oscar , sometime we don't have to care , and know what are they thinking . This is your life . U live for your own self , is not for another people . Live without regret . Oh yeah , u cannot control what are they thinking but why do u have to change yourself ?? U can't go back to the time , just do whatever u want when you are alive . We don't know what will happen tomorrow . Just .... Be YOURSELF
(: it's a niceeee advice.